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Completely mindfcked on thursday.
I thought chemistry was bad, DUDE, physics was worse!
The hardest physics paper EVER.
And math paper2 was the fcked up shiet.
After the thursday papers, we had tuition and i wanted to study after reaching home but i think i was simply way too tired man. Woke up at 6.30am in shock.
And from then i knew, paper2 was gonna be a goner. Long story.
Panic attack!

Goodbye maths. So long.
Sigh. nvm.. as long as i know i can do the questions when i'm calm and clear headed, thats fine:)
coz i could do the exact same style of questions the day before at tuition when we were happily doing.... i must not panic. EVER!!!!

just prelims... just prelims...

hehehehehehe. was in a super good mood after the paper though. very hilarious. teehee! :D :D :D

Ended up taking 12 to roxy sq to go parkway coz we changed our minds from eating at siglap to parkway. swensens! celebrate grace and amanda's birthday.
Yah, swensens again...... later we're surprising grace at the ion! swensens icecream buffet. WOOHOOOOOOOOOOO!

Kkk gotta meet early get prezzies first, cannot be late! :)
Haha km, i finally decided. GREY. LOL.

sighzzzzzz. can't wait for 30th of Nov.
studying makes me really stressed up i think.
duuuuude. or maybe its just tj. well, lotsa things to look forward to after a's! i shall use that as motivation to study!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) :) :)
Will finally go for my swim tonight. Hohoho!

Icecream and dessert buffet HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!

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I never wanna eat KFC again.
Basket, been having stomachache since yesterday and i had to LS 3 times since i woke up this morning. Wtffffffz. No joke sia.
Die la maths, wanted to revise last night.. was packing happily and told linda "i'm going to study till late!" and then felt so tired after sorting out my things -_- i don't know how come i ended up walking to my bed though! :( Darn.... Failed myself once again.
Must be cause too tired from the day la... didn't take aftrnn nap. :( :(
In any case, just hoping for the best. Kk shall go and cram formulas in now....
Blog later, maybe. Tmrw econs sia... Haven't even finish reading macro, let alone memorize from micro onwards. Uh ohz.

Hate school. Hate exams. Hate studying.

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F*ck. Never felt so screwed up before.
Knowing you're gonna fail is one thing, at least MCTs and JCTs were just for fun and all i thought of was "nvm la theres still a long time more. must study after this exam!" and it never happens.
failing this prelims = big motivation for me to study for A's. I hope.
So fine... I shall just not study for prelims right now and die.
Theres no time to cover all that i haven't done. It would take another 2weeks+ if i'm not distracted. But, i don't have the luxury of time anymore, cause i wasted it away. BAH.
Study for A's... Study for As....

Anyway, benson and dawn's wedding yesterday, will upload pictures soon.
Was so drowsy upon reaching home i fell asleep immediately :(
Sucks la, i wanted to do physics ! :( The intent is there, but always no action from me.
WHY.

And i still can't get used to studying. It takes me 4hours to do ONE mcq, while referring to the answers. How much slower can i get?!

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Lol hello.
GP paper is over ! :D :D :D Awesome!
2 papers down 10 more to go, sounds comforting no?
Hahahhaha.
The next 2 weeks gonna be torturous man.
On a lighter note, we get to leave school before 12.30! Which is simply just fantaaaaastic.
School uglifies me... I think its a dirty place. Just the thought of going to school makes pimples pop out. Hahahhahaha. The september holidays were fun :)

Anyway, i chose the Imagination question to write for my essay!
Was deciding between that or the celebrities one. But .... idk. Heh. It was fun writing it!
No stress or anything. :D

But lol, i'm such an epic failure of a physics student.
I thought einstein came up with the law of gravitation..... HAHAHAHAHAHA.
Can't rmbr how i phrased it though, cos i wrote the E=mc^2 thingy first, I THINK?! Maybe to the marker it'll look like i'm just throwing in other examples but not related to einstein. LOL.
Yeah, i think i was doubtful about the gravitation one so i didn't use his name. Aiya, i suddenly couldn't remember newton la..... Cos, before going into the hall, amanda was telling us that she wrote in her essay 'wasnt it einstein who invented the light bulb' and norsheha wrote edison.
so anyway the point is, einstein was just stuck in my head the whole time. Hahahahhaa.
but i remember having this internal battle like what sounds right, y'know.
i rmbr the apple... but einsteins apple just sounds wrong right. LOL. okay whatever then!
it was fun 8)

but compre was different man. i fricking thought environment was coming out!
Yangtze river my arse. Hahahahhaha. Flip open the paper see crime and violence. Kaaaaanasai.. -_-. I didnt bring my specs in so i couldnt see what time the paper ended. Thought it ends around 11.15 or 11.30.... So i rushed thru the whole paper (panicking!) and started AQ at 11. What the heck..... In the end i read the question requirements wrongly and wrote almost a whole page of bull.
Was wondering why it was taking so long for them to say pens down......? So nvm i continued writing slowly and just anticipating when they would say stop. Lol. In the end the paper ended at 11.40 but i only wrote on passage A... didnt touch passage B. In other words, did not finish my AQ.
Hahahhahahahhaha. 40minutes for an AQ and i didnt finish it! Plus answer wrongly.
Ohwell..... Nvm la. The compre was quite challenging anyway. Passage B was.... seriously wthz.
I didn't read the entire passage A&B though, just went straight into the question required paragraphs. this is what not knowing the time or how long a paper is can do to a person. -_-

Went to the airport with fi and had macs lunch! :D Wtf mcspicy is rly spicy! Sucks man, lunch was horrible. -_-... t2 macs so dirty, there were so many flies all over the place! Yucks.
I was very tired ah, kept falling asleep... :( Finished half of one chem paper3 and one paper1 though. Then dinner :D did like 3 poisson questions... And... huh?
Don't remember anything else. But, not bad! Its more than what i would do if i had gone home after the paper!

:) :) :)
Sigh. Life's good when you can wake up at 11am every day :) :) :)
Actually, i woke up because of huangbx's sms... if not i would have continued sleeeeeeping....
I feel very content now!

Byebye!
I want to go for a swim now!

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What the heck, i failed myself and fell asleep too early again.
And i helped DC with his planning timetable thingy... which was bloody funny.
Nevertheless, despite all the wasted time and unproductivity (as usual) , i am still very proud of myself cos i sat down and read organic chemistry!
Which is how i found out that we have actually learnt something called amino acids and they are NOT the same as amides.
HAHAHAHAHHAA.
I panicked awhile cos i didnt have any notes titled "amino acids".. but alls good, i found it in the end! Lol.... Was reading thru halogenoalkanes around 10+pm when ms tng messaged me and asked how my revision was going, whether i have any questions. Hahahahha. So nice eh, why she so worried?! I was revising chem what :) So i asked her some question about.. benzoic anhydrides which took me an hour+ to focus and remember. like, just telling her its very confusing la.....
and you know what her reply was!!!!!!
anhydrides not in syllabus, don't bother.


WALAUEH.
Ok ok ok fine fine.
Luckily i forgot most of it already. In fact, i can't really rmbr what i read yesterday!
HAHAHAHAHAHA. Shit. Ohwell, fell asleep after replying her... wanted to wake at midnight but of course, it never happens RIGHT!


So anyway, yesterday was pretty good for me. I didn't go out in the end, was kinda lazy. But today, i must definitely go :( collect my stuff from kenz. Siggggggghhhhhhhhhhzz.
OK.
Hehehehehe. I'm becoming weirder i think.
I woke up at 4.20am just now and had the URGE to BATHE.
and thats exactly what i did before i fell back asleep again.
LAWWWWWWLLLLL.
K just some pictures from last week and yesterday!


My stupidity made me order a frickin MEGA MAC.



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I've been drifting in and out of sleep..... zzzzzzzzzz....
this is kinda baaaaaaaaad.....
lets type out what i have not done
- touched chemistry (ask me anything organic i'll be speechess)
- practiced maths (can't draw graphs or diff/int for nuts)
- done physics stuff since last last week
- memorized anything regarding econs

ok lets see what i have done.
vectors (halfway...)
read ionicequilibria and electro chem lecture notes
read micro econs and halfway thru macro
1 physics paper (while referring to the answer scheme 80% of the time)

so.. doesnt sound like much?
hmm. thats odd. i thought i did alot the past week.
walaueh, to me it seemed alot..... at that point in time.
now, i know i'm screwed woohoo!
shall study smart now! ya ya ya i'm stupid la. let me attempt! to be smart.
i have 6more days !!

road to a geeky me 8)

motivate motivate motivate myself!
STOP SLEEPING!
Today, i will conquer chemistry!

ohyeah, and i guess appearing offline all the time on msn doesnt help make me less distracted very much.....

gahhhzzz.. need to meet bear later to get my gp & econs stuff.
maybe i shall camp at mp lib ALONE!
hope i don't get distracted or fall asleep!!!!!

DUCK SCHOOL, I DUCKING HATE STUDYING.
Mothergoose.

i was happy yesterday eating manhatten again YAY.
but i fell asleep after that hahahahha. nice and full and sleepy.
and i couldnt resist following mei to popular and once again buying stationery!
daaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn. simpsons in the evening so funny! and friends. hahahhaha.
the tuxedo yesterday was nice too :)
i'm becoming a tv junkie again!

goodbye suckers :)

DID YOU KNOW,
naphthalene which is a primary ingredient of mothballs, is actually made up of 2 fused benzene rings. C10H8.

K random byebye.

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It's been a while since the two of us talked
About a week since the day that you walked
Knowing things would never be the same
With your empty heart and mine full of pain

So explain to me, How it came to this
Let's take it back to the night that we kissed
It was Dublin city on a Friday night
You were vodkas and coke, I was guiness all night

We were sitting with our backs against the world
Saying things that we thought would never hurt
Who would have thought it would end up like this?

But everything we talked about is gone
And the only chance we have of moving on
Was trying to take it back before it all went wrong

Before the worst
Before we met
Before our hearts decide it's time to love again
Before today
Before too long
Let's try and take it back before it all went wrong

There was a time that we'd stay up all night
Best friends, yeah, talking till the daylight
Took the joys alongside the pain
With not much to lose but so much to gain

Are you hearing me? Cause' I don't wanna miss
That you would drift on memory bliss
It was Grafton Street, on a rainy night
I was down on one knee and you were mine for life

We were thinking we would never be apart
With your name tattooed across my heart
Who would have thought it would end up like this?

But everything we talked about is gone
And the only chance we have of moving on
Was trying to take it back before it all went wrong

If the clouds don't clear
Then we'll rise above it, we'll rise above it
Heavens gate is so near, come walk with me through
Just like we used to, just like we used to ......

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Hi! :)
I feel very fat today. HAHA.
I know what the usual people will say.... "aren't you fat everyday?"
YA YA YA. Ok then i feel fatter today!
Hahahahha.

Theres this italian restaurant called the cafeteria, opened at the fountain of wealth there?!
zomg must go k, super! :D
sial, i ordered a four cheese pizza thinking it wld be like pizza hut's personal pan pizza size but BOY WAS I EVER WRONG. its a normal size pizza !! and my sis ordered the smoked duck pizza and the other sis ordered pasta. and we had calamari rings also. not to mention drinks.

oh. my. goodness.

the waiter was like "wow look who's hungry!"
what the heck, food was good. four cheese pizza was HEAVENLY!!!!!!!!!! :D
and my sis couldnt finish so i ate extra too? o_o..... luckily the crust of the pizza is sorta like a biscuit, thin and yummy :D
did i mention the cheese? wow.
:}
i feel fat just typing the 2 words four cheese.
make that 5 cos i still added parmesan cheese.
HAHAHAHA. haiya, at least i exercised this week what....
went jogging oki. LOL.

its a wonder why i'm not sick of pizza yet.
the past few days i've been eating so much pizza! and instant noodles. and a truckload of junk food. awesomeeeeeeeee :D
ah... so anyway after that delicious lunch, walked around suntec before going to the comex fair! fucking crowded, hate it. lotsa idle manpower too, sheesh......... it's not my problem until they start taking up space and blocking the way. socialising away only sia, pfft.

crowds are a big turn off, left to go marina square in the end. went creative & my sisters got me nice new earphones :D happiness! they bought their own toys also ah, 24" lcd hdmi monitor and a creative mozaic player which came with free speakers! wheeeeeeee!
was so tired after walking the entire day, reached home in the evening and slept :)
read protectionism when i woke! gooodddddyyy :D do you know that my that set of notes was totally empty before today?! it didnt even have my NAME on it. no highlighted words, nothing. as if it just came out from zap siolz. LOL.
had dinner (i luv everbloom porkchops! teehee!) and then bullied DC cos he's finally back!

talked to meimei for like 10minutes, meeting her tmrw!
then neighy came so i cld pass her her present (i havent seen her for so so so long zomg!) and chatted awhile before she went up, 8)
hohoho. watched samurai girl (part2) and here i am. kk kinda tired now...

idk whats wrong with me. i still feel as if theres a whole lotta time left.

hello reality check, prelims starting in less than 4 days.
but then again, GP only... then another few days of break... not bad what.
see see see there i go, making excuses for myself to escape studying.
i'm so unmotivated and unwilling and unproductive.
un everything.

KICK ASS TO THE MAX YO.
I wanna watch aliens in the attic, G-FORCE, erm... forgot what else.
And go for swensens ice cream buffet.
GOT IT?! Hmm... What else did i wanna do ah....

Oh ya. You know iron chef is back on tv! :D uber happy!
and hmm, i really dislike sandra on america's NTM.
whoopeeeeee, tmrw can go iluma eat manhatten fish market again!

CIAO BABIES.
BTW, someone tell me whats the cheat thingy to gain exp super fast on pets society! i'm BROKE!!!! my ... 8(?) rooms and gardens need to be furnished really nicely and i DO SO WANT TO GET THE LARGEST AQUARIUM FOR THE MARINE LIFE I'VE BEEN CATCHING AT THE POND!!!!!!!!!!! i caught an octopus leh! :D

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I WANNA GO SWENSENS ICE CREAM BUFFET PLS! :>

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The after



& the before.



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The world full of people wearing their masks,
& there are those around you, you thought you could trust.
For within believing theres always the lie.
You've just got to open your eyes, wide.



Am i ever so glad the year's coming to an end.
Can't wait to leave TJC, along with the people.
:(
Not all, but pretty much the majority, will not be missed.

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WASABEH.

:O





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Rachael Yamagata

I wish you bluebirds in the spring
To give your heart a song to sing
And then a kiss, but more than this
I wish you love
And in July a lemonade
To cool you in some leafy glade
I wish you health
But more than wealth
I wish you love

My breaking heart and I agree
That you and I could never be
So with my best
My very best
I set you free
I wish you shelter from the storm
A cozy fire to keep you warm
But most of all when snowflakes fall
I wish you love

Hmm.. Was finding songs and came across this.. Rachael Yamagata's not bad.
Though some songs she doesnt enunciate her words so it comes out all slurry.. Bleh.
Going from profile to profile, it makes me realise how much time has truly passed.
Everyone's moving on with their lives, many things have changed.

But some things, it seems, feel as if happened just yesterday.
If only i could pick and choose the happy moments in life and placed them in the same phase of my life, then stop time.
If you could, would you? Knowing you'll be missing out on life's future happiness,but having all that you ever wanted in the past and present.
Would you?

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Booyahh :) :) :)
Wassup dawgs.

I'm feelin prettaye fine today. :D
Iz da awezumpossums!

Ah enuf of da bull.

K.

So so so.. Friday was spent overnight with bx at the airport & we got cheated by the macs people! :( Our shakerfries :( :( Die them die!
But before going to the airport, the day in school was the best! Skipped so many lessons, just waste time in our library corner. We treat the place like our house man, sleeping and doing stupid things hahaha.

Ohya, heres the thingy :D NICE RIGHT! Thnks :) I don't have the picture of the final product though, next time when it's up!
Ah, got caught redhanded by ms ng for skipping math though, hahaha. In the end i just said i was not feeling well. Lololol. DuUuuDdeee.


Hmm.. I didn't go to church yesterday! Spent half the day sleeping and wondering where to go. Kept changing my mind, from KLP to home to KLP to home to NLB to home and so on so on so on.... Haha.
Went marina sq in the end with misterming, carl's jr late lunch! :D whoo.. i planned alot but ended up doing like, 5% of it. Haha. Only did the stupid physics mcq LOL. had dinner at some crystal jade-alike place. the lamian was alright... so was the xiaolongbaoz. Ahh. Hot food when the surrounding temp is low = luvvvvv.
Reached home arnd 11 and fell asleep almost, immediately.


Wheeeee..... Royce made my morning happy :D yay i think i'm more motivated today at the thought of my new stationery!
Hahaha. Meimei's msging me every 3 hours to check if i'm sleeping. LOL. Ohwell. Kkkkkk better start studying. Procrastinating since noon... Watched the fast & the furious just now. Heh. I want to own an awesome car next time. :D
Can't wait to drive after A's!


Anyway...
I miss,

them

them


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I AM QUEEN OF THE SLOTHS!
My parents don't quite know what to do with me anymore.
I woke so early in the morning, all motivated and whatever bull ah, went back to sleep after breakfast at 8am... woke up at 11.30 to watch bee movie with DC, lunched and lazed around on the com and w/e unimportant but seemed-important-at-that-time things. Watched ironman before having dinner and at 6.40pm......
i promptly fell asleep until now.
Oh but i did wake at 11+ to er... reply yien's random message. Hahahahhaa.
Wait.
No laughing matter.
SHIT LAAAAAAAAAAA.

This is damn screwed up.
But on the other hand, that means tonight's tuition will be good ;)
Sigh. Maybe i need to do an overnighter to compensate the lost time yesterday. :(
GET ME OUT OF THE HOUSE!

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Hulloooooooooooo.
Yesterday marks the last teachers day celebration i'll have, because there is not one slight chance that i'll be a teacher next time.
Never.
Unless....... Idk. unless something terrible happens that leaves me no choice and i am forced to be one. Then i'll be a very. very. sad person.
Sigh. Well anyway, it was a short day so thats good. i only slept at 4am after talking to amanda for.. many hours. Haha. She says i was gone at 3.45am already. Ohwell :)

Mm, the board is now complete!

Tadahhh!
Went to our civics class to have our picnic. so much junk food, yums :D
The slideshow of pictures +videos really brings back memories man! almost 2 years has passed. Too fast, too slow, really depends on how you see it....
Can't wait to leave, yet reluctance lines this.
Very conflicting & contradicting feelings.

Ah, I'm being a baoxian, cannot make up my mind :P



daryl's phone kept lagging before this, rawrrr!

whoooooooooo class picture :) the screen behind showing another class picture but can't be seen la. everyone smiling so nicely except one. =_=... linda not in the picture, tsk.


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